Saturday, December 06, 2003 | 6:53 PM

sigh e more i tink e more i tink no hope... sigh sigh sigh... mayb im too nervous? or is tis jus an excuse? m i jus not up to it? sigh sigh sigh... nthg much today.. jus packin for my bintan trip.. hope it'll b a real relaxin trip.. tink i need it man.. tho As had ended quite some time ago, my schedule has been seriously tight.. one event aft another... n e stress only adds on.. becomin more n more bad tempered is not within my control... really sorry to some ppl.. some ppl who doesnt even read my blog i tink... but im really sorry.. sorry tt i forgot abt xy bd too.. tink too many thgs have been happenin these few days... hope e celebration n presents will make it up to her... depressed n guilty r e most suitable words to describe me now... ... ... really hope all tis sorrow will end soon... when will tt b? i'll nv noe.... god help me...