Saturday, September 03, 2005 | 12:41 AM

i hate ppl who are selfish
i hate frens who are selfish

i hate ppl who do not tk other ppl's feelins into consideration
i hate frens who do not tk his/her fren's feelins into consideration

busy as i am, i noe that i shud not b wastin time writin tis entry. but i really need an avenue to vent it all out, b4 u see me with huge swollen eyes tmr..

i simply do not understd y some ppl can b so selfish..
yes, i have been tryin to brainwash myself that humans r all self-centred..
but even towards frens?
why am i always the one at the giving end, never at the receiving end?
i'm sick of tis. plain SICK

i simply do not understd y some ppl can do thgs/say thgs which can potentially hurt someone else's feelings..
not in quarrels, mind u..
jus in normal conversations..
does this signal that the end of our frenship is near?

been tryin to give benefit of the doubt,
not to think too much and jump into conclusions
but all of us r no longer young,
immature u can call it
no excuse at all of hurting other ppl
we're no longer 13 or 14
really cannot understd the actions and words said,
or rather, aimed at me

i dun hafta take all this shit
i will try n let it go if this is your wish
call me selfish, but i no longer wan to get hurt
i cannot take it anymore
i do not need such frens
such ppl are no fren of mine