Thursday, October 19, 2006 | 1:25 AM

It has been nearly 3 months..

Thought that probably I would be stronger, but the feeling that I experienced the day u left Alfred Park has come back to me once again.

Miss you especially on tuesdays. Our routine bb tea+fried rice before step classes.. Have never entered the bb tea hut since then. Even though I had complained lotsa times that we have been visiting too often and I got quite sick of the food, now im missing the times where u dragged me to the bb tea hut.. Been craving for the food, or am i missing u.. But anyway, I just do not feel like eating there when u are not sitting opposite me.

Miss you alot during evenings. Especially friday evenings when we'd almost certainly hit the malls or the movies. Missed alot of movies without you. And our nothing-but-fattening-and-satisfying dinners and lunches at kenny rogers, nydc and such. It is now just lonely Gladys roaming the streets.

Miss you so much after Chelsea matches, cos im so used to bringing you the highlights of the match after i watch them, even if its late at night. Though i do not miss you playing piano while im watching soccer, i still miss you accompanying me, even for that short while during big matches.

Miss you so so so much when i needed a listening ear and some sound advice. It boils down now to building more maturity in me. Or plain sadness.

Though i do not miss the parts where we will argue and quarrel; u asking me to do this and that for you (eg buy this or that); us fighting for TV, i still miss you. A lot.