Saturday, March 03, 2007 | 6:34 PM

I'm in depression mode again.

Hai

Havent been depressed this year. But I dont know why but I suddenly feel very alone. Not lonely but alone. Alone all by myself. Seems like everyone and everything has somehow abandoned me. Or perhaps I have abandoned myself.

Temporarily stopped piano class today. Probably that's the catalyst. The thought of not having to go for piano on saturdays seem weird for me. But I can foresee myself not committing to practise piano given all the blardy tests and project deadlines and presentations for the coming weeks. So I might as well pause them and not waste money.

I hate the idea of having things hanging in the air. Everyone around me is talking about graduation trips and most of them have already confirmed their plans and itineraries and such except me. WAT is not replying. Its already March and May-July is like the peak season for holidaying. Natas Fair is coming up. I cannot bear the thought of me staying in Singapore - not due to lack of money but due to delayed plans and resulting no-air-tickets. I am quite sure tickets have to be booked within March or I would have to ''orb'' myself to wherever I wanna go. =(

Consol quiz adds on to depression. I am so blardy lagging for consol and to make things worse, I cant quite understand what Im reading. Great.
Still have to prepare for Audit presentation coming Friday, Foreign Translation presentation following Monday (we are doing the 2nd seminar on Foreign Translation and guess what, the blardy prof thinks so highly of us that none of our questions/concepts were covered in that pathetic one-session lecture). I cant recon the blardy translated FS. None of my gp mates cld as well. DAMMIT

Not to bore so I wld stop here regarding coming 2 weeks of nighmare. Following 2 weeks are not much better but I shall stop complaining for this is student life.

Yea enjoy student life.