Wednesday, June 04, 2008 | 12:19 AM

I miss the days when I used to be happy.

Happiness was so much simpler then.
Very simple things could make me happy - a nice movie, a delicious meal, a pretty shirt.

I cannot even recall the time when I lost all of those.
What I can only remember now is that I haven't been real happy for a very long time.
What I can only remember is that I am getting very emotional and down every other day.

I hate myself for being this way.
Many say that no man can live on an island.
But probably I can.
Not that I would be happy then.
But what's the difference when I am not happy now.
At least people wont have to tolerate my nonsense.

I want my old me back.